Last Call
Last Call and a school lesson - were already behind.
last call and a new lesson - life prepares for us ahead ...
Hello, friends! "All I know or still do not know. This morning I was on a "last call" in School. Stolyarsky. Therefore, this note, I dedicate to all those I've seen today, and everything else.
no secret that every year I come to their school on the first and last call. Every time I come, I will not leave feeling some sadness for all those bright and pleasant memories that remained with me from school. Who would not read it now, I want to sincerely thank all of their favorite teachers, who now I have become particularly close - not just as good and kind, but as relatives heart people !
matter how much time had passed, I will always remember and will always be sincerely grateful to them all, because the school - It was really unforgettable! And now, after so many years when I was not even a student and fit the end of my postgraduate years - all the time I as I come to school, I see all my dear ones, I just wanted them all again, hug, kiss and tell, I love them all! "(What I'm doing) I so want to re- survive all those high school years, how you want again all over again experience. But, I come and I understand that long ago grew , that will not more than sitting at his desk, pulling his hand on the answer, I will no longer be put out of class for bad behavior, and I will no longer do reprimanded for absenteeism. How sorry , it's in the past that have not come back. We can only remember and understand what it was unforgettable in its own happy time!
Even Now, I sit and I "lump in the throat." I do not know, I'm not really very emotional person, but temperamental. However, when have , even exaggerate their emotions. But, it - another .
I am so sad at heart when I see their favorite teachers, who have grown older, however, quite a bit! "But their eyes are still shine , they are still alive , good , understand . And they still recognized - star .
I remember when he was small and ran through the corridors, I was caught, reprimanded, placed against a wall. And then, after so many years to meet, communicate, I feel that I do not have enough these people! They - The air! They - like a bright ray of sun that warms my soul. Some of them - are already old, that their life at dusk. And when I start understand that people do not last forever, and that their time will come and go , then I do become so sad, drove her tears, but I'm starting to understand and convince yourself that No wonder it was all ! They - will live forever in my memory . But, more importantly, I just want to make them to this day, continued to live and live ! For every half a year when I'm in school - I just again would they see , hug and tell them how I appreciate all that they gave me. No No, do not immensely and not so! A simple, sincerely , from the soul and heart . And wherever I was, in some distant lands have not brought it my fate, but the school and all those who are dear to my heart - the holy of holies. It is - on the rest of my life.
Thank you for everything you did for me, my dear! "Spiritual Guide and teachers are right: who we are without each other? Grass!
Very often I have dreams that I'm running back in school, such a "small Bashi-Bazouks, scream, have fun! However, in the middle of a dream I suddenly realize that this is just a dream , and not looking at my clothes and children's appearance - my inner essence is entirely different , than Now . I'm starting to run up, embrace that, and the one and the other and says: "Did you know that here I was there 10 years so I'll not just a student, but a graduate student, and I will have such and such and such works on philosophy and esoteric? You know that I will be able to show a some unusual abilities? Did you know that even now - All a dream, but I do not really 9 or 10 years and 24 years, and I am actually so and so! "Funny and sad. But, it's just a dream! "Nevertheless, I am as a creative person, man who knows and understands will not rassusolivat and beyond all this.
And as a conclusion I'll write you this kind of
«spell-amulet. Read quietly, getting not just words or phrases beautiful, but by sense and internal state , which lie outside for these words:
«conjure forces external and internal, high and low: Nestle my spirit and me from unkind eyes, evil thoughts, evil powers, bandit dashing, black traitor ... put an insurmountable wall between me and evil ... Yes ignite in me and my soul clean power, fire undamped, bright and warm ... sgin, Make way darkness, show me the way clear and track light ... conjure the forces of good! Yes surrounded me are honest and good, strong and fair, and go with me through life, and they shall be my light in the darkness ... »
last words I said aloud, suddenly discovered that my eyes are tears ...
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